Monday, September 20, 2021

Pheaturing Glenn Tilbrook From Squeeze


Hey, kids, welcome to the Phile for a Monday. We are down to the last three... three is the magic number. How are you? Speaking of three... Rebecca Roberts, a woman from Wiltshire, England, has given birth to so-called “super twins” conceived three weeks apart. Roberts’ fertility treatments last year resulted in her getting pregnant twice! The unique twins were born in September 2000 but are now going trending on social media. Roberts, who is 38, and her husband Rhys Weaver had trouble conceiving a baby naturally. So the couple went to a fertility clinic in Bath, England where Roberts has prescribed a drug to induce ovulation. And on her first cycle, Roberts became pregnant! But, she told "CBS News," “This is the fun part. I found out there was a second baby at my 12 weeks scan.” Roberts had already undergone two scans, both of which only showed the original baby boy, who has been named Noah. She was excited for this first child, not realizing a second was also on the way. That’s when the couple learned about the possibility of a “superfetation pregnancy” in which the fertilization of a second conception can occur. “All of a sudden I have twins and now they are super special rare twins. It felt magical,” Roberts said. Most fraternal twins are fertilized from two different sperm during single ovulation. But not Noah and Rosalie Roberts. These “super-twins” were not conceived at the same time. As such, when Roberts gave birth, the younger fetus... a baby girl named Rosalie... was just 2 pounds and 7 ounces. An issue with her umbilical cord had forced doctors to deliver early and so her brother Noah was also small, at 4 pounds and 10 ounces. Both babies were cared for in the neonatal intensive care unit of Bath Royal United Hospital. And though both babies are thankfully healthy, the second twin Rosalie was still seeing a NICU nurse until early April. The superfetation twins have been a happy bit of pandemic content. 

On Wednesday, Time magazine released its issue highlighting the top 100 most influential people in the world, and unsurprisingly Prince Harry and Meghan Markle were featured on the cover. While the photos would appear equal parts flattering and inconspicuous to most, the posture and pose of the couple sparked a debate about body language among several threads online. In the cover photo, you see Meghan posed slightly in front of Harry, who is perched behind her on a ledge. This effectively makes them look like they're the same height, and places prominence on Meghan while Harry hangs slightly back. 


While there are plenty of factors that go into the posing of a professional photoshoot: the photographer's vision, which positioning best utilizes the lighting, the theme of the shoot (if there is one), and what organically makes sense, the discussions that were sparked online were focused more on what people thought the posing reflected about the relationship itself. Staying true to her brand, the Conservative commentator Candace Owens was quick to weigh in on what she perceived as "the live emasculation of Prince Harry," and even went so far as to invoke blame onto Meghan for allowing the photo to happen. One man pointed out that standing behind someone does not immediately imply hiding or submission, and provided a few examples, before going on to point out the subtleties that make the photo of Prince Harry and Meghan stand out. 


Speculations on the relationship itself aside, some people were most enamored with how generally awkward they found the posing on the cover. Conversely, a lot of people thought the speculation over Prince Harry's body language was completely forced, and largely a projection of misogyny and insecurity on the part of the commenters. Of course, a lot of the responses to the cover were just people commenting on how cute they found the photos. Suffice it to say, the amount of conversation that was sparked by a mere photo of Prince Harry and Meghan Markle proves they definitely have enough reach and influence to be included in Time's list.

The 2021 Primetime Emmy Awards took place last night at the Microsoft Theater in downtown Los Angeles. Now in its 73rd year, the annual ceremony honored the best in U.S. primetime television. Cedric the Entertainer, one of the Original Kings of Comedy, served as the evening’s host. Unlike last year’s awkward digital presentation, this year’s Emmy Awards took place live and in person. All attendees were required not only to provide proof of vaccination against COVID-19, but also a negative COVID test received within two days of the event. Among the night’s big winners was Ted Lasso, which claimed the prize for Outstanding Comedy Series. What’s more, Ted Lasso himself, Jason Sudeikis, was honored with the trophy for Outstanding Actor in a Comedy Series, while Brett Goldstein and Hannah Waddingham took home Best Supporting Actor and Best Supporting Actress, respectively. "The Crown" was crowned Outstanding Drama Series, and also swept the dramatic acting category, with Olivia Colman and Josh O’Connor claiming the lead actor honors, and Gillian Anderson and Tobias Menzies winning the supporting actor categories. "The Queen’s Gambit" walked away with the prize of Outstanding Limited Series. Meanwhile, "Mare of Easttown" swept the Best Supporting Actor/Actress in a Limited Series category thanks to Evan Peters and Julianne Nicholson. The evening’s other notable winners included Jean Smart, who claimed her fourth Emmy Award. She was named Outstanding Lead Actress in a Comedy Series for her role in "Hacks." "Saturday Night Live" won Outstanding Variety Sketch Series and "Last Week Tonight with John Oliver" was was crowned Outstanding Variety Talk Series. 

If there was one MVP at the "73rd Primetime Emmy Awards" last night, it was undoubtedly Conan O’Brien. While the talk show legend’s eponymous TBS late-night show, which aired its series finale in June after 11 seasons, was nominated for Outstanding Variety Talk Series, he didn’t even have to win in order to steal the spotlight throughout the telecast. “Conan is the best part of this show and he hasn’t even been on stage,” one viewer captioned a clip of O’Brien hilariously trolling Television Academy chairman Frank Scherma by standing and saluting throughout his speech. Wanda Sykes simply tweeted, “Conan is giving no F’s tonight!” with a cry-laughing emoji. Over the course of the evening, the comedian also earned a special shout-out from John Olivier after losing to the fellow host in their category. It all culminated in an excellent stagebomb during pal Stephen Colbert’s acceptance speech for Outstanding Variety Special (Live), much to presenter Aidy Bryant’s delight. 

The first teaser for "Peacemaker" hasn't been released but we already have some interesting footage from the upcoming Suicide Squad spin-off. HBO Max has dropped a teaser for the Emmys and it features our first look at John Cena in action in the new series. The HBO Max teaser actually features a ton of footage from upcoming shows that will air on the streaming service. However, most fans were delighted with the "Peacemaker" footage since it features Cena defending his right to wear his "costume" wherever he wants. It's just a small glimpse at "Peacemaker" but it's clear that the series is going to be hilarious. Needless to say, I can't wait to see the full trailer later this year. "Peacemaker" is undoubtedly one of the most anticipated shows next year considering how fans loved The Suicide Squad. Everyone truly enjoyed seeing Cena's character in the James Gunn flick and we just can't wait to learn more about him in the future. The HBO Max teaser also featured new footage from shows like "Succession," "Curb Your Enthusiasm," "Euphoria," "Insecure," and "Sex and The City." In addition to that, it confirms that Dune and The Matrix Resurrections will air on the streaming service at the same time as their theatrical debut. 

Instead of doing this blog thing I should be listening to this album...


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I said it before and I'll say it again... the Internet is great for seeing porn so easily and free. But if you're at work or school you might have a problem, so I came up with a solution...


You are welcome. Okay, now from the home office in Port Jefferson, New York here is...


Top Phive Pieces Of Advice From Me To You
5. If you stare at something you dropped on the ground, eventually someone will pick it up for you. 
4. Never take decisions when you are angry and don’t make promises when you are happy. 
3. Don’t set your goals around people, because people change. 
2. Never be afraid of rejection. 
And the number one piece of advice from yours truly is...
1. Check your bank account often. 




If you spot the Mindphuck let me know. Okay, let's take a live look at Pot Jefferson, shall we?


It looks like a nice day today. Well, as there is the magic number and this is the third to last entry here are some magic...


Phact 1. It’s illegal in Queensland (Australia) to own a pet rabbit unless you can prove that you’re a magician. 

Phact 2. An American magician in the 1900s acted as a Chinese man for his show and never broke character in public, even using a translator when speaking to journalists. He died on stage after a trick went wrong, his last words were “Oh my God. Something’s happened. Lower the curtain.” 

Phact 3. In 1956, a magician was performing the “cut a person in half” trick using his wife for a televised performance. Immediately after she was divided, the host ended the show. People were horrified, thinking she had been killed, but time had just run out on the broadcast. 

Phact 4. The Amazing Randi, the magician who debunks supernatural claims has stated upon his death, “I want to be cremated, and I want my ashes blown in Uri Geller’s eyes.”

Phact 5. China’s Emperor Qin sent his magician to find the elixir of life. The magician sailed away with the “sacrifice” of 6000 boys and girls, lots of wheat, and never returned. Some believe that he settled in Japan and became their first emperor. 


This is so cool to me. Today's guest is the lead singer and guitarist of the English band Squeeze, a band formed in the mid-1970s who broke through in the new wave era at the decade's end. They're most recent album "The Knowledge" is available on iTunes, Amazon and Spotify and currently they are on their 
The Nomadband Tour which I'll be seeing them in concert on Thursday in Jacksonville. Please welcome at last to the Phile... Glenn Tilbrook.


Me: Hey, Glenn, welcome to then Phile finally. I interviewed Chris Difford twice I believe., Gilson Larson and John Bentley, two members who used to be in Squeeze. I am a big fan, saw you guys in concert many of times and gonna see you in Jacksonville in a few days. How are you? 

Glenn: I'm very good, thank you. Thanks very much for having me on, Jason. 

Me: When you look back at 1978 what was the scene like for you guys in England becoming a popular band? 

Glenn: Well, when I look back at it I think it's amazing that I thought at the time it was inevitable that we would succeed. I had no doubt in my mind which is sort of scary but when I look back at it many things could have gone wrong. So at that time I would have said I really expected, I look back now and know we were good but that doesn't mean we'd get success. There are many people who are great who hadn't had that. It was a good time for us. 

Me: What got you into music and how did you start this career? 

Glenn: I think I was one of those lucky people who I didn't have any training. My parents loved music and there was always music on in the house. What I know now but didn't know then was I could hear music like really well and it would touch my soul and obsess me from a really young age. It was the most natural feeling in the world for me so when I learnt to play the piano and the guitar to the satisfaction of being able to play whatever songs I was listening to at the time and that's how I taught myself to do. It was the beginning of an obsession with me and I didn't know that's what it was. I thought everyone thought the same. 

Me: I grew up with music in my house as my dad was the lead singer in Foghat, but I just play the kazoo. Haha. So, you're an amazing guitar player, Glenn, how do you write your music? 

Glenn: It's instinct and I'll tell you what leads that. I spent a lot of time growing up a lot of time by myself and I didn't feel and about that. I mean in my room, not literally by myself. So learning to try to play stuff and then to write didn't feel like a big stretch. And in fact the first song I wrote is one I dreamt, and I dreamt it with a full arrangement and it wasn't me singing it, it was a woman singing it. It was quite a Phil Spectorish massive production. I wrote the song and I remember the song and wrote it and added bits to it. I was 10 or 11 and up until that point I hadn't thought about writing but from that point onwards I did think about writing. My lyrics were really that of an 11-year-old, put it that way. But the music was quite sophisticated. I can look back at that now and say I wouldn't know that but it really worked. When I work I'm bit of a loner, I like to just figure things out by myself and that's how I've been right from an early age, right to now. Even when I collaborate I like to squirrel away and do my bit with time and space to think about it. 

Me: So, how did you come to the conclusion that you would write most of the music and Chris would write most of the lyrics? 

Glenn: Well, I think Chris and I were really fortunate. When we met Chris wrote great songs by himself. His lyrics are way, way better than anything than I've ever written. There's about a three year age gap between us. When I'm 15 that's quite a lot of years to be behind somebody. So Chris gave me some lyrics and I was knocked out with them and it just felt like a really great thing to do when he have me the lyrics I put tunes to them immediately. And like much of our relationship we never really discussed it, it was unsaid that it works that way, let's not break it. 

Me: Is it weird singing someone else's lyrics? 

Glenn: I felt like Chris expressed everything really well and reflected OUR lives as we were together at that point. Certainly in the early days. I think what happens as we get older is we develop our own interest and take on things and so I wouldn't say it was difficult in singing Chris' lyrics but sometimes they'd be differences of outlook or something between us. But not very often. When we first met our ideals were absolutely aligned weirdly enough. Now we're just in a vey different place. 

Me: When COVID started were you scared that you might not be able to tour and play again for a long time? 

Glenn: It was a very strange time for us because we've been over in the states, and I think I left the 3rd of March last year after we did Madison Square Garden with Hall and Oates and a few days by ourselves. That time when we did that it felt like the very beginning of that year which is going to be spectacularly year of touring. That package was a dream package for us, it really works well. They're great and so are we, and so it makes for a really good evening. But the talk of the coronavirus was all around but I remember how I interrupted it at the time, it wouldn't really touch us. I think many people were like that and within two weeks of getting back to London we were in lockdown. So that long strange journey began. In London the lockdown was absolute total, we would walk our dogs and avoid other people and worry when I saw someone walk towards me, all that sort of stuff was a very odd time. I got to spend a lot of time with my family so there were some upsides but it was definitely a time of reflection, wasn't it. Of course none of us had known anything like this in our lifetime. 

Me: Yeah, I wrote a book when I was quarantined. Did you write any music at that time? 

Glenn: Squeeze had not recorded any new stuff since "The Knowledge." I've been working on stiff myself, just because that way felt easier for me. In fact, we had a bubble with our family and some of their extended family so we started working together at my studio and doing weekly covers. Just putting them up on YouTube. We did that for about three months. That actually felt like it was not only a joyful thing to do, it's a lot to think about this is a record, this is anything, let's just do a cover we can all play, make it sound good, then we'll just put it out there and move on. So that was great for us as a family, people absolutely love it. I got a lot of good responses from that. I'm very proud of that, for the family it was the best thing for all of us. 

Me: So, how did Squeeze start? I know but there's a lot of Phile readers that might not know. 

Glenn: Well, as I said I was playing when I was 10 or 11 or 12 and when I was 13 I met Jools first through a mutual friend. She knew Jools and she knew me. She said to me I should meet this guy, he's a really good piano player and I think you'll get on. So he was selling a guitar for 5 pounds, so I went and it was also a chance to meet him. The guitar was useless, it wasn't worth one pound, let alone 5. But Jools was, he and I never met anyone else who played so we started playing together. I've known Jools a year and a half before I met Chris Difford after I applied to an advert that he put in a local store window. When I met Chris Chris really sparked a whole different thing. With Jools we were two musicians, but with Chris I became more of a writer. So really Chris and Jools were operate things for maybe six months Chris and I had a totally different band before we had Squeeze. But once I hit the idea of bringing Jools and Chris together that's really the start of Squeeze. 

Me: How long did it take to get that record deal? 

Glenn: Well, Chris and I met in the summer of 1973 and by the fall of '73 it was Jools, Chris and me playing before we had the first band that was called Squeeze. We found it really hard to get gigs for like 18 months. Then we started gigging regularly in 1975. In '76 we started on the pub circuit around London and started to break out of London. There were loads of bands and also a load of venues doing that. So it took us until 1977 to get a record deal. When we were 18 or 19 or 20 those three or fours years felt like 15 years. You know how it is, I was desperate to get started. But we needed to learn our chops as well. We were always creating but it took a long time for us to settle on who we actually were. 

Me: Why was that? 

Glenn: Because every style of music that came along, because we were so sponge like at that age we would jump on it, devour it a little bit of that would become us. And also every bit of current music from that point from Lou Reed to David Bowie, to Sparks to going back to rock and roll records to blues records that people older than us would listen to all of that went in and were a part of that what we did. 

Me: How important were videos for you in those days? 

Glenn: For us we made videos. For the first album there was one, for the second album there were two. It was big patchy for us but definitely some of the stuff that got made had traction for us and definitely introduced us to a whole different audience in America. It did a lot of groundwork for us, we were doing a lot of touring in the states as well. 

Me: What was that like, coming over here to play? 

Glenn: It was a great time to be touring with all the acts that opened for us. We had Bon Jovi open for us in this club in New Jersey once, when they were really getting started. They were phenomenal really then, they were one of the bands I remember opening for us that really emerged fully formed. They knew what they wanted to do and did it really well. 

Me: What was it like when you first came to America? Had you been to America before you first came here to tour? 

Glenn: Actually it was everything I dreamt. I wanted to come to America ever since I could remember. When we first arrived May or June in 1978 it did not disappoint at all. Growing up with so much of American culture being a big influence on us, although we were very British and very English still it was a massive influence. So going where those records came from gave it some context that's been lacking before. 

Me: What do you remember about it? 

Glenn: Things like experiencing I think we came in at the tail era of massive cars. Seeing those on the streets was astounding. How friendly people were, what scene there was, also quite scary in New York at certain points. It was a lot wilder I think, the economics of New York City afforded people to live there. 

Me: What song do you think that moved you guys to the next level, that made you guys bigger? 

Glenn: Well, on the east coast of America a lot of stuff from "Argybargy" like "Pulling Muscles" and "If I Didn't Love You" really hit home. "Tempted" I think would be the icing on the cake for us. It felt like it was going to happen for us and it did happen and it lasted until we split up. For us we weren't a massive chat success, we've been one of those bands who always nearly got there and somehow managed to evade that all concrete success. But I'm very happy at the success that we got, I think it's very good for us. 

Me: Why did you split up that first time? 

Glenn: A lot of people talk about mental health and I'll tell you five years of touring and doing an album every year and writing without any proper break at all would do someone's head in. I can only imagine what it must be like for people that really go through that pressure. You have to be a really special person to put up with that, even though if that's what they always weaned and sustain it. We just needed some time off and it was the only way we knew howe to put the breaks on. "All right, that's it." The band started to implode as well. Gilson was drinking, his drinking was completely out of control not that I hold that against him, it's just where he was then. So it came like a competition for him to break out of wherever straight jacket he felt he was in. And certainly one of those became the band. 

Me: How did the band get back together? 

Glenn: Well, I booked a gig, it was just a solo gig at a benefit. A mate off mines mum had died at this local hospice and so I did a show for them to raise money for them for the work they do. All of Squeeze decided via phone call, I expected a bit of skullduggery going on behind the scenes, to come back together again to do that show as a surprise. So we did. It was undeniably the power of the band when we got back together was really great. It felt like we had unfinished business, we had three years apart and it felt like we were ready to go again. From that gig onwards it was obvious that we should reform. I think that time that we reformed was a very odd time for music and of course things constantly changed and evolved. Where Squeeze was at we were one of those bands that plated really well together so we made an album where everyone overdubbed everything. We never played together and that's what the album sounded like. It wasn't our best album, although we've now deconstructed the songs that were on "Cosi Fan Tutti Fruitti," that's the record and we play them beautifully now. But they sounded all angsty and eighties with sharp elbows and perhaps cocaine induced, who knows. 

Me: Then you broke up again in '99 and got back together again. What happened with that one? 

Glenn: Um, by that time it was Chris' decision. He felt like it was going no where and he also started working on some other stuff. I think he felt like he should spread his wings. So by the time we made our last record I think Chris decided that he was leaving anyway but left it to the last minute to actually say so. It's difficult to say why anyone would want to terminate something but really he was right. It was a good time for us to split then. I really thought at that moment that would be it. 

Me: Really? Why is that? 

Glenn: Because it launched Chris and I into different worlds. I did a lot of touring and recording by myself, discovering a lot of how I was, outside of a partnership, bear in mind I was 42 or something. I spent since I was 15 at that time in a partnership and so to be outside of that partnership was a good thing for me. I learned a lot about my own how tenacious I am and how I want this to succeed. When I put the Fluffers together we had such a great band at a great time, it was everything that Squeeze had not ended up being. So I essentially went through starting again, doing all the small gigs and touring a lot but discovering in my own heart and soul A) this is what I really want to do and I'll do it whatever happens. B) to learn from that when times I am playing gigs next to no one what I can gain from that as well as the things I wish that would happen. Because all those things, I sound like a self help menu., but they really do make me stronger. And I feel like I enjoy this time now more than I ever enjoyed my career. Like for the last say ten years, it's been amazing. 

Me: Okay, what is your favorite Squeeze song to play live? 

Glenn: The best song at the moment is the opening track of "Cosi Fan Tutti Fruitti," it's called "Big Beng." But I don't like the record version, I like the live version that we're doing now, I just finished mixing a live Squeeze record and it's got that version on it, the new version. It is everything I hoped the song would be when I wrote it. 

Me: Cool! A new live album! What Squeeze song means the most to you? 

Glenn: I'm going to say "Tempted." 

Me: Really? Why is that? 

Glenn: Because "Tempted" felt like a statement for us of going to a different place and sounding like a different band. I'm proud that we could do that. That's still something I love about Squeeze, is not genre hopping, it's not like going to the market and choosing this or that but it's just when I love different sort of stuff and feel I could play it and it comes a part of me that's a lovely thing. I think that Squeeze do that and can do that still. That was the first big leap for us, from what we've been before to maybe where we were going next. 

Me: Glenn, thanks so much for being on the Phile. I cannot wait to see Squeeze in a few days. You rock. 

Glenn: I hope to see you there, Jason, and I'm glad to be on your blog finally.






That about does it for this entry of the Phile. Thanks to Glenn for a cool interview. The Phile will be back tomorrow with the legendary Tom Jones. Then on Wednesday it's the phinal entry pheaturing Phile Alum Graham Parker. Spread the word, not the turd. Don't let snakes and alligators bite you. Bye, love you, bye. 





























Give me some rope, tie me to dream, give me the hope to run out of steam, somebody said it could be here. We could be roped up, tied up, dead in a year. I can't count the reasons I should stay. One by one they all just fade away...

Saturday, September 18, 2021

Pheaturing Brian May

 

Hey, kids, welcome to the Phile for a Saturday, how are you? We are down to the Phinal Phour entries. Don't cry, you'll be fine. The latest former Trump White House staffer to cash in on their connections after enabling the Trumps for years is Melania's former chief of staff, Stephanie Grisham. Politico got an advanced copy of Grisham's upcoming memoir, I’ll Take Your Questions Now: What I Saw in The Trump White House, and Grisham wrote about Melania's reaction (well, not reaction) to the Capitol insurrection: "At 1:25 p.m. on Jan. 6, soon after rioters had broken through barricades outside of the Capitol, MELANIA TRUMP received a text message from her then-chief of staff, STEPHANIE GRISHAM. 'Do you want to tweet that peaceful protests are the right of every American, but there is no place for lawlessness and violence?' Grisham asked the first lady. A minute later, Melania replied with a one-word answer: 'No.' At that moment, she was at the White House preparing for a photo shoot of a rug she had selected..." Yeah, that tracks. Grisham also writes that Melania, like her husband, insists that the election was stolen, and refused to reach to Jill Biden. Melania responded to Politico with an incredibly salty statement that goes as far as invoking a domestic abuse allegation: "A statement provided by the office of Melania Trump said: 'The intent behind this book is obvious. It is an attempt to redeem herself after a poor performance as press secretary, failed personal relationships, and unprofessional behavior in the White House. Through mistruth and betrayal, she seeks to gain relevance and money at the expense of Mrs. Trump.' Her mention of “failed personal relationships” appears likely to be a reference to Grisham’s past relationship with former Trump aide MAX MILLER. Citing three people familiar with the incident, POLITICO Magazine reported in July that the relationship “ended when he pushed her against a wall and slapped her in the face in his Washington apartment after she accused him of cheating on her.” He denied the allegation. It's an incredibly low blow for Melania to bring up domestic abuse, but that's why the lady is a Trump. Be Best.

Last week, the movie adaptation of the Broadway musical Dear Evan Hansen premiered at the Toronto International Film Festival, and the reviews are not so dear. Releasing on September 24th, the film is being hailed as "a total misfire" and "one of the worst movie-musicals ever made." Dear Evan Hansen is about a clinically anxious high school student who fakes a friendship with a classmate who died by suicide. Sounds fun, eh? Robert Daniels, in his review for RogerEbert.com, calls it "an emotionally manipulative, overlong dirge composed of cloying songs, lackluster vocal performances, and even worse writing." Critics noted that the moral dubiousness of the title character is rendered irredeemable because Ben Platt straight-up looks like a grown man enrolled in high school. Sorry, buddy. I don't think your Tony Award-winning role is going to turn into an Oscar-winning one.

Okay, I have to mention the Giants... When they bring out the air cast, you know it’s bad. Unfortunately, that was the case Thursday night for Nick Gates. The Giants captain was carted off with a gruesome leg injury during the first quarter of the Washington-New York game on a field that appears to be somewhat cursed in the department of compound leg breaks. Gates snapped his tibia and fibula in an injury that will sideline him for at least the remainder of the season, possibly into next year. In the final seconds of the fourth quarter with the Giants up 29-27, Washington kicker Dustin Hopkins lined up to kick a game-winning field goal. Hopkins missed the kick but the referees threw a flag on Giants’ Dexter Lawrence for being offsides. But after looking at a freeze frame clip of the play, it looks like Lawrence didn’t jump offsides, instead read the snap perfectly. Lawrence indirectly echoed this sentiment when speaking with reporters. “That’s on me. I have to be more disciplined in… a critical situation.” Lawrence it seems didn’t think he was offsides a day later. “My opinion really don’t matter,” he said. “We lost the game. The refs called what they called.” Tough to tell if it was an offsides or not, either way, the Giants fall to 0-2 after a 30-29 loss.

I think it's already safe to say that Canadian star Simu Liu is Hollywood's latest breakout star and the unprecedented success of Marvel Studios' Shang-Chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings pretty much catapulted his career to heights previously unbeknownst to him. However, just as Simu's acting career is finally taking off, the actor is being dragged into several controversies that are bringing up comments he made from several years back. For starters, the actor was reportedly under fire in China after his 2017 interview recently went viral in the country. Appearing on CBC's "What's Your Story?" to commemorate the 150th anniversary of Canada, Simu recalled his early memories of living in communist China, describing it as a third-world country where people are allegedly dying of starvation. If that issue wasn't enough, the actor is once again in hot water after his alleged comments on his archived Reddit account have resurfaced online for the world to see. The said comments which include "racist" and "sexist" remarks from the MCU newcomer were posted under the username /u/nippedinthebud between 2013-2019 and have been deemed problematic by a lot of fans. Simu has yet to release an official statement regarding his latest controversy but intriguingly, the actor took to Twitter to look back on an old tweet of his where he talks about making questionable comments out of hate and anger. 


The timing of the issue is absolutely bad as Liu is just starting to make his mark in Hollywood as a bonafide A-list celebrity. But when you think about it, it's been an ongoing cycle for actors in Hollywood as of late to become haunted by their past "mistakes" and while I don't condone Simu's controversial comments, I think we can all agree that Cancel Culture is mainly responsible for exposing him.

Back in the day on the Phile I used to talk about what happened on "The Amazing Race" and "Big Brother" in a pheature called "Reality Blurred" I think. Anyway, I am still a big fan of those shows and as "Big Brother" is going on right now I thought I'd just talk about it. "Big Brother Season 23" contestant Azah Awasum may have just lost her chance at the $750,000 grand prize. The second double eviction for the summer aired this week, and it saw Azah winning her first Head of Household (HOH) competition. Prior to the eviction, Hannah Chaddha begged for her life in the game but Azah told her that she needs to stay true to what she promised Kyland Young. Apparently, Azah told Kyland that she would not put him up because Kyland didn’t put her up for eviction last week. Azah also told Hannah that she needs to put her up alongside Xavier Prather and all she needs to do is win the Power of Veto (POV). Unfortunately, Kyland was the one that won the POV and he decided to use it on his ride or die, Xavier. Azah put Big D Frazier up as her replacement nominee and Kyland and Xavier both voted to save him over Hannah. Since "Big Brother" is a number and loyalty game, Azah might have just lost her chance at bringing home the grand prize. Prior to Tiffany Mitchell’s eviction, she and Hannah spoke to Azah urging her to stay loyal to the last three women in the house. Tiffany told Azah that they need to stick together so that they would have the numbers to evict the final three men in the house. Unfortunately, Azah decided to stay loyal to the other housemates and not to Tiffany and Hannah. Azah has always been close to Big D and she has also been very vocal about her crush on Xavier. Since Kyland put Tiffany and Hannah up for eviction, Azah voted to send Tiffany packing. And when she had the opportunity to save the other female player in the house, she refused to do so. Now, Azah is the only woman in the game. And even though she and the other members of the cookout made history by being the first African-American alliance to make it to the top 6, it’s unlikely for her to become this season’s winner. As this week’s HOH, Azah isn’t qualified to compete in next week’s HOH game. What she doesn’t know is that Xavier and Kyland have a final two deal. So, if either one of them becomes HOH, they will put her and Big D up for eviction. Either way, Azah and Big D’s position in the game is quite similar. After all, Azah just had her first big win this week. Big D, on the other hand, has not won anything. So, taking them to the final two could either make or break Xavier and Kyland’s strategy. In "Big Brother" history, it has become common practice for the finalists to take a contestant that didn’t do much throughout the season to ensure that they would win the grand prize. So, if this is Xavier and Kyland’s strategy, they could take each other out and bring either Azah and Big D to the finale. However, Kyland also said that he wants his "Big Brother" experience to be unlike any other. So, he wants to compete with only the best on finale night. If he remains true to his word, this means that Kyland would take Xavier to the finale. And the first male African-American winner would be crowned in "Big Brother Season 23." The finale episode for "Big Brother Season 23" will air on September 29th on CBS. The members of the jury will also return to cast their vote on who they think is most deserving to bring home $750,000. America’s Favorite Houseguest will also bring home $25,000. 

Did you see the new billboards that are popping up all over Florida? I will show you...


Hahaha. There's a new Disney+ Star Wars that is coming out... I'll show you the first promo poster for it...


I think it'll be good. You know, children's books are not as creative as they used to be...


Haha. Only 25 cents. If I had a TARDIS I would go to Aspen, Colorado in 1973 and buy a cup of lemonade from this kid. I wonder what he's doing now. 


Today's guest used to be in Queen and I have to show you this... the poster from the one time Foghat opened for Queen.


On Valentine's Day. I wish I was at that show. A good rule of thumb is that if something involves secretly tinkering with somebody else's phone, it's not the cleanest move. A guy emailed the Phile about how he was frustrated with his wife checking her email while they were on vacation. Rather than talk to her about it, he picked up her phone while she wasn't looking, and changed the notification settings. He also took the opportunity to criticize her job as not worth caring about. 


"She is hourly, and not paid a high enough wage to warrant her needing to check emails after hours. I'm paid a high salary in a 24/7 production type job. I check my email once a day to make sure I didn't seriously screw the pooch on something before I left, but that's it. I do have a problem with her reading emails and starting to worry about work when she isn't paid to, every time she gets copied on a work email. I get that she doesn't want to walk in blind next week. But she'll have plenty of time to read missed emails on the plane ride home. Am I wrong to getting her phone and blocking her work email notifications behind her back?" You could like... you know... talk to your wife. I get that it comes from a good place, but this is not the right solution." The entitlement is stunning. Who gave you the authority? You decided to sabotage your wife's work and treat her like a child you need to manage, not an adult partner. You see your work as important but her work, her job, is just some cute hobby you just... messed with. For your convenience. So, yeah, you were wrong, my friend. If you have a problem and you'd like my advice on email me at thepeverettphile@gmail.com. Mind you, only three more entries after this one so there's a good chance I won't get to it... but you never know. Now from the home office in Port Jefferson, New York here is...


Top Phive Things Said At A Bar Last Night
5. I drank too much wine which wouldn't have been so bad but I was already drinking vodka. 
4. The olive in a dirty martini basically makes it a salad. 
3. Life rule: vodka mixes well with everything except decisions. 
2. Therapy: $125. Margarita on an empty stomach: $12. 
And the number one thing said at a bar last night was...
1. Time heals all... and so does tequila. Tequila and time heal all. Drinking tequila all the time heals all. 




If you spot the Mindphuck let me know. Okay, let's take a live look at Pot Jefferson, shall we?


This is so cool! It's the Summers Fames Market. Also today is...


I wish I was there. Now for some...


Phact 1. Mark Twain repaid his pre-bankruptcy creditors in full, though he had no legal obligation to do so. “I am not a business man; and honor is a harder master than the law. It cannot compromise for less than a hundred cents on the dollar, and its debts never outlaw.” 

Phact 2. In the Marvel comics, Santa Claus is actually the world’s most powerful mutant ever registered by the X-Men. 

Phact 3. Leonardo DiCaprio bought an island in Belize 10 years ago and built the world’s first eco-restorative resort that restores the island’s over-fished waters, coastline, and forest. 

Phact 4. In 2000, three Colombian gunmen made the mistake of trying to kidnap the family of Bernardo Tobar, one of the top rated shooters in the country, while he was returning from the range. He shot two of them dead with his target pistol. 

Phact 5. The first meal consumed on the moon was bread and wine. Buzz Aldrin brought with him communion bread and wine, along with a small silver chalice, and held communion during a requested radio blackout shortly after landing. 



This is cool. Today's guest s an English musician, singer, songwriter, record producer, author, astrophysicist, and university administrator. He is the lead guitarist of the rock band Queen. His debut solo album "Back to the Light" was reissued as part of the "Brian May Gold Series," packaged with a second disc of bonus tracks titled "Out of the Light." Please welcome to the Phile... Brian May!


Me: Hello, Brian, welcome to the Phile. My friend Jeff is gonna be jealous I'm interviewing you. How are you? 

Brian: Hello, Jason, and hello Jeff. 

Me: So, you released your solo album "Back to the Light" for its 30th anniversary. How has this experience been for you? 

Brian: It's great, it's been very energizing and very unexpected I've got to say. 

Me: Why is that? 

Brian: Because I am 30 years older than the boy that made that record. The boy that made that record was not in a good state. He was in a very depressed state because he was losing Freddie, he was losing his dad, he was losing his marriage, he was using the band that he put all his energies into. It was a bleak time where I felt a lot of blackness and got kind of paralysed mentally for quite a while. I was looking for a way out, looking for a new light and that's what this album is all about. So in a way I was hoping to connect with people who are in a black place and looking for a light. 

Me: So, what made you decide to re-release the album? 

Brian: The timing couldn't be better. The funny thing was I thought I would feel paternal towards that boy that I'm looking back on. But actually, as soon as I immersed myself in it, I felt that no, this is still me. I am still that boy. If I was going to make an album right now I would probably make this one. I still have the pain. I still have the yearning. I still have the feelings of unfulfillment. All that kind of stuff, and I suppose they're the stuff of life. So I stand by the album, it's a new album effectively. 

Me: It is? But it came out in 1992. 

Brian: But it's not been out there. I think it's bene about 20 years since someone could buy that album. It's never been out for streaming or downloading or anything. Never ever. So, folks, "Back to the Light" is a new album straight from my heart. 

Me: What was the motivation to do this solo album? Why was a solo project something you wanted to work on? 

Brian: It wasn't comfortable, that's the thing. We had this Queen family for many years. It's been very rocky but incredibly productive and incredibly creative and now we perceived because it must come to an end. 

Me: Why was that? 

Brian: Because Freddie's time on this planet was coming to a close. That's something we hardly talk about and we don't most of the time. We just get on and make music as best we can. But nevertheless there is that knowledge and I was just dealing with my personal stuff so I just needed to work at therapy for myself and try to find myself where it was a strange situation where everything was in flux. And I don't feel every day to get up and do the stuff I want to do. Sometimes I just don't want to get out of bed. I know a lot of people who have been in that situation. So on the days where I do feel productive I go in to what then was my little Billiard room down in the little country houser that I had. It's got a couple of tape machines, a mixing desk, nothing more and I go in there and just try to make music. I knew it was music for myself, it wasn't going to be for Queen. 

Me: Why is that? The music definitely could've been Queen music.  

Brian: That's a separate compartment. I had this overwhelming that Queen would be ending soon. So I'm doing it partly for therapy, partly because I want to find myself and partly because I don't even know who I am. I'm looking for that new identity if you like. 

Me: Were you bogged down by making this album? 

Brian: No, but I was bogged down by other things. 

Me: I'm sure, you were going through a lot. 

Brian: Yeah, my personal side was so draining. I felt like I didn't have a future. 

Me: You covered the Queen song "Too Much Love Will Kill" you on this album. Did you enjoy putting your own spin on it? 

Brian: No. "Too Much Love Will Kill You" kind of sums it up. I thought I was in a vice and I couldn't take a step in any direction because I didn't know what the direction was. That's a bad place to be in a state of kind of paralysis. If I'm not moving in my life I'm kind of dead. That's what that song is about and it's the only song I wrote in about a 12 month period. The rest of the time I was trying to find the energy and the motivation. 

Me: Did anything help you? 

Brian: Two things really helped me. "Driven By You," this is very uncharacteristic of me because I'm not a professional writer, nobody says, "Write me a song and I'll pay you, Brian." That just doesn't happen. But on this occasion I was offered a job to make a song for a TV commercial for a motor car, completely out of character and I went I don't know if I can do that. They told me the mantra, which is everything we do is driven by me. It hooked me, it inspired me. I could hear "everything I do is driven by you," I could hear the song, I could hear the chorus, it meant something to me on the level of motor cars and it also meant something to me on the level of relationships. Everything I do in a relationship is driven by "you." They call it co-dependancy. It's a therapy thing, so I was really into writing the song and did it really quickly. 

Me: So, did the car company like the song? 

Brian: Yeah, they loved it. I should talk to them about doing it again, shouldn't I for my reissue. 

Me: Reissue the car and reissue the song? Haha. 

Brian: Yeah, do a retro car ad. 

Me: So, did you play this song for Freddie? What was his thoughts on this? 

Brian: Yeah, I asked him what he thought because that's the normal way we behaved. If we did a track or we did a demo or whatever we'd always play it for each other and say, "Do you think this is a Queen track? Or should it be solo or whatever? Or should we just get rid of it?" I played it for Freddie and he really liked it. He said, "Yes, it's got great energy, it's really good." I said, "What do you think? Maybe it should be a Queen track? Do you want to sing it?" And he said, "Darling, you sing it beautifully. I don't think I should sing it. I think you should go with it." Then we had this strange conversation I had expected to have, it was in my mind but I never would have brought it up. Freddie said, "Look, I don't know how long I'm going to be around and I know you're probably feeling anxious about putting this out because you might be feeling it's disrespectful to me leaving me in the lurch." He said, "You shouldn't worry about it… We are here, we're doing what we always do. Business as usual. We're Queen as long as we can be. But you should be thinking about your solo career because that's going to come up. And this is a great way to start. Go out there and take it." 

Me: That must've made you feel great, right? 

Brian: It was great to have Freddie's blessing and he was that kind of a guy. He was very generous. I don't know if I could manage that kind of speech if I was in that situation. This gave me confidence because I had been paddling around thinking I'll make track here and there. But as soon as I delivered this and it was a hit, I thought, okay, I can do this. I can make a track and make an album. It's going to crystallize the emotions that I'm going through... the journey that I'm on... and it's going to be an album which means something to me and to people who listen to me. 

Me: I love the song "Nothin' But Blue" on the album, Brian. I am guessing that song is about Freddie... 

Brian: Yes, you're right, it's about Freddie. I had this kind of intuition and it was actually the night before he went that we recorded it. Cozy Powell had come in with this backing track which had all these beautiful chords on and I could just hear immediately, I scribbled a few words down and sang it and it was done in I suppose a couple of hours really. I played the guitar really quick. I had this wonderful Joe Satriani guitar, a big chrome plated guitar which he'd given me and that inspired me as well. A lot of that was played on that guitar which I never do. Usually I play on my own guitars the whole time. But I had Freddie in my mind and I just had this feeling he was about to go. And all I could think about was what might have happened, what might have been... and it was now not going to happen. So I was kind of projecting what I was going to feel like in the song and it came out very quickly and very fluid. I do love it, I love the freshness of it. It's the only track on the album which is for Freddie. The time I didn't say so, only a few people really twigged it. But there's lot of clues in there. If you listen carefully there's a lot of little bits of Freddie writing in there and Freddie phrasing. A little bit of "Champions" is in there. It's written all over the walls what it's about. 

Me: Yeah, I figured it out. Would you say writing this song and with the others helped you with grief? 

Brian: Absolutely, yeah, it's the best therapy. Creation is therapy and if I'm putting my heart and soul and my pain in creating, yes, it's very helpful. 

Me: Losing my dad I never get over grief, I just learned to process it. Is that the same with you?

Brian: Yeah, I think that's right. We don't ever get over it, we just put it in a different place, find the peace with it. Freddie was like family. It was definitely a family that we had. And losing him as a family member is something that never goes away. Same time I get to a different place, I get to a place of peace and I think both Roger and I and John in his own way grieved for a long time in a kind of unreasonable way. Both Roger and I went out and denied that we've ever been in Queen. It was quite odd. It was like we didn't want to talk about it. 

Me: That's one of the stages, right? Denial. 

Brian: I think it is. There's anger there as well. It's a strange sense of frustration and anger, like being left or something. It's not the emotions that I expect. So we did that and it was such a very strange time. But now I think of Freddie every day but it's a good feeling, a feeling of pride that we had those great times together and we created all those things together. That we had the great friendship that we had. 

Me: When you think of him now is there a story about Freddie that says to you who he was? 

Brian: There's so many things really. It was very easy to misunderstand Freddie. 

Me: Really? Why is that? 

Brian: He could look selfish, he could look very self centered. But it was because he was so focused. He had no patience for fools or for wasting time. I found myself a lot of times apologising for Freddie, knowing where he was coming from but knowing what it looked like. People would come up in restaurants and say, "Could I possibly bother you for an autograph?" And he's go, "Don't be fucking ridiculous. I'm eating my dinner, I need my time." It happened a lot and sometimes people would get offended and I'd explain that Freddie was in the middle of recording and he doesn't want to talk because it hurts his voice, etc, etc. Sometimes people would actually get it. I remember one girl coming up, we were just going to the studio and this girl comes up and goes, "Can I have your autograph, Freddie, it would mean so much to me?" And he said, "Oh, fuck off, darling." He was tired and he goes in and I'm left with this girl and she goes, "He told me to fuck off. That's so wonderful." Ha ha. I think she got it. 

Me: Ha. Did you guys get a lot of fan mail? 

Brian: I remember mountains of gifts coming into us from the Japanese fans, who are always so wonderful. We have a special connection with Japan, there is no doubt. And he had this beautiful house which he had not long moved into in Kensington and this kind of crate of presents arrived for him and he went, "Oh, darling, just see of there's any Samurai swords in it and get rid of the rest." 

Me: That's bloody rude, don't you think? 

Brian: He's tongue and cheek, but he's focused. He doesn't want clutter in his life, he just wants what he wants in his life. He wants to sing, that's all he wants to play, he wants to entertain, he wants to be an artist. That's Freddie. 

Me: Okay, so, you guys were in hiatus and then played with Paul Rodgers and with Adam Lambert. What made you decide to go on as Queen? 

Brian: We didn't look for it. We always imagined if one of us went that was the end. I was firmly convinced it was all over. But I used to drive out passed those beautiful arenas where we used to play, like Madison Square Garden and I used to go "I used to do that, that's never going to happen again." We're never going to be in there and I was convinced. Roger too, he thought it was over. I was all right about it, I thought that was part of my life, I'm having a different kind of life now. But then a couple of things happened. The Paul Rodgers thing happened completely by accident. I ended up playing an awards show, playing "All Right Now" with Paul. It felt so great because I was such a fan of both Paul and Kossoff who did the original riff. We came off stage having thoroughly enjoyed ourselves and Paul's lady was there and said, "Hm, you guys seem to get on really well, all you need is a drummer." I went, "Okay, I know a drummer." I talked to Rog and he said, "Oh my God, I never thought of that. We could play with Paul." So we did and it just happened in a very relaxed kind of way. Suddenly we were playing in front of 120,000 people. And it became serious and we toured the world. There we were... Queen + Paul Rodgers. 

Me: I love Paul, he was one of my dad's best friends. Why did the you and Paul stop working together and get Adam Lambert? 

Brian: It came to a logical end because Paul has to return to his mainstream obviously. So we parted company in a very amicable way. And again both Roger and myself went that's it, we've done it now. We've done Queen, we don't need to do that anymore. We have our lives, we have a comfortable place to be, we can get on with other stuff. Then along comes Adam Lambert, and he's literally like a Gift from God that I call him. Suddenly out of the blue there's this guy who could do it all, who can sing it, who can perform it, who can relate to the audience, who has the entertainment value and camp value and he's a nice person. Suddenly, okay, it's a no brainier, we have to see what happens if we play with this guy. And we did "The Show Must Go On," "Rock You," "Champions," and it was a home run. Everybody went you got to do this. so we did and become a very efficient and rather glorious touring entity I think. It's quite self unconscious, we just do what comes naturally and it's like Adam's always been there. He's like a young brother, but the age difference doesn't make any difference. We've had a great time and people have come to love it and get into it. 

Me: So, you never set out to find a replacement singer? 

Brian: We never looked for it, it just happened. 

Me: I love your unique guitar sound, Brian. What was your first guitar? 

Brian: I built my first guitar from scratch when I was a teen. 

Me: That's crazy. What was that like and why build one? 

Brian: Me and my dad made a guitar because we couldn't afford one. We couldn't afford to buy a Fender or a Gibson. We couldn't even afford to buy the English copies of those things. So, we made it, I designed it from scratch, in fact I did my one shapes from my own cut down from what I envisioned a Spanish guitar to be cut into. And it was out of bits and pieces, and old oak table that my dad had lying around, a piece of that is the oak insert for the body that takes the strain. The neck is a piece of hundred year old fireplace that's 150-years-old now. It was all carved by hand, we had no machine tools or whatever. Everything was carved out, sanded, polished by hand and it's my guitar. It was designed to feed back, I think it was the first guitar where that would be the case. 

Me: Why is that? 

Brian: Because everyone was designing guitars not to feed back. It's ironic, isn't it, the Fenders, all the Stratocasters, all the Gibsons, Les Pauls, or whatever or designed totally solid body so they don't make this ugly sound that amplified acoustic guitars made in those days. But of course we had Pete Townshend, Jimi Hendrix, and who who followed who turned the game up so loud that they did feed back. I wanted my guitar to feed back in the right way, so I put these little acoustic pockets in the body and I don't know if my design was right or I was just really lucky, but it works, it's just a great live instrument and it feeds back. It'll feed back for ever, I'm sounding like Spinal Tap now. The guitar became my voice. 

Me: Okay, so, how did you come up with the Brian May guitar signature sound? 

Brian: There's a couple more elements, Rory Gallagher came into it because I wanted that "voice" that Rory Gallagher had. I wanted the sustain and the articulation and I stayed backstage at the Marquee after he played one night and said, "How do you do that, Rory, where's your sound coming from?" He was a very openly, wonderful gentleman guy he was, he said, "Brian, it's easy, I have this guitar which happens to be a Fender, and I have this little treble booster which boosts the sound, it's a Range Master, and it sits atop the AC-30 and the AC-30 is where all the sound comes from, there is no other amp like an AC-30. It doesn't sound like a Marshall or any other thing, it has its own class A sound. That's where my sound comes from." He said, "When I'm at low volume it's nice and clear and articulated, you can hear chords and as I turn it up it gets more and more saturated and eventually at full volume it sings." So there next day and go and buy myself two AC-30's and a Range Master treble booster, plug it into my guitar and that's my sound. It hasn't really changed in the 50 years since then. 

Me: So, what do you think about "Queen's Greatest Hits" being back on the charts, Brian? 

Brian: Amazing. 

Me: What is it and still makes the band still so popular do you think? 

Brian: I don't know. I think we speak the language of the common man honestly. I think we speak of the hopes and dreams and the pain and disappointment of everyone. We don't speak like rock stars, I think that's maybe the secret. Also we were very competitive as writers, the four of us all wrote hits and we were fiercely critical of each other and raised each other's game I think. So we had a powerful writing team, we had a powerful production team, because we learned our lessons from early on from the Beatles and Jimi Hendrix. But we had superiour technology because it was advancing. So the Beatles were working on a sixteen track, we were working on a 24 track then a 48 track and then an infinite number of tracks. As it foes on we have digital slave tracks. So we have a powerful kind of machine in our grasp, and we talk about real things, I think that's it. We're very old school, we talk about the hopes and dreams of every man, I think that's it. I think that's why people relate. "I Want It All," "I Want to Break Free." 

Me: What story does "Bohemian Rhapsody" tell, Brian? Haha. 

Brian: It tells the story of ultimately of release. It's the stuff of reality I think. 

Me: Brian, thanks so much for being on the Phile. This was a big deal for me, sir. 

Brian: Thank you. Thank you for being so supportive and so well prepared, my God, I don't encounter people like you very often.

Me: Thanks. That means a lot.




That about does it for this entry of the Phile. Thanks to Brian May for a great interview. The Phile will be back on Monday with Glenn Tilbrook from Squeeze. Only three more to go, kids! Spread the word, not the turd. Don't let snakes and alligators bite you. Bye, love you, bye.






























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